secret??

oh..everyone do have their own secret..no matter good or bad,everyone sure have!!etc,mr.banana just rape a old women..or!! mr.watermelon just masturbate in the toilet..this also some kind of secret~~o gosh did i say anything wrong???well i guess im not,mediocre rite??if u think this is hamsap can close it ><'''

And of cox..this is not my point to write this post.xD!!but,here my words to some people,i tell my secret to you is wish to share with you and is not teasing me at the back k?somehow,i felt regret,ya is damn regret after i told u my secret..wonder what for i tell you all since you are is teasing on me but not sharing any burden..what the hell..u all make me sick or you wanna piece of me?you want a piece of me..

"I'm Mrs.extra,Extra,this just in
(YOu want a piece of me?)
I'm Mrs.She too big,now she too thin
(You want a piece of me?)"

ops..suden think diok britney's song..wateva..please respect each others la..dint felt bashful?maybe you need my shoulder 1 day?who know?but i'm sure..fucking sure..wont respect you neither..maybe u think why i keep complain on others and don't have a look on me...o well,i did,i mean im comfirm i much better than u..if u found that u are better than me then tell me please..i really really wiling to listen your bullshit..but,i have learn a lesson,never ever easy trust on anybody or else,u will be betray by those arrogant jerk or bitch..the best way is stay on my neverland...who cares???

hope it ended as abruptly as it began..hope you disappear in my life soon..@@

><''sigh...cannot travel to alor gajah..ARH!!miss MYM.. take care guys.. ended with old picture..!~!

anxious

well,is been a week i reach johor and what i have done??i did nothing..stay in my bro house.sleep eat sleep play surf Internet just only and only the thing i can do..huhhuh..felt like my future is out of my prediction..electrical engineering??oh my god..i felt damn regret now..i mean it..is so regret why i suppose to follow my parents choice and i cant make my own choice..is kinda feel so hopeless..my life is in blue....(always is in blue)sigh..t.t@@..

i just realize..electrical engineering,for me,is kinda ............................................................... oh,get my meaning??congrats for those who did..for those who dint,fcuk it out^^wTH~!let it la..this is parents choice what,just fulfill their wishes is enough..o by the way,did my hair this afternoon..more pictures to come then..gtg..


have a nice day..

is holiday~~

well..in short time,another semester finished..waiting for 4th sem to come..guess it is more n more tough and is not easy like abc..puikkk..went to alor star yesterday and is quick enjoyable trip..go watch 2012 at alor star mall..erm..is owesome!!shld not miss with this 2012..who know?it will happen in future..xD~after finish our 2012..plan to head to jitra mall to watch phobia 2..since it's still early,we went to pacific to play bowling and wow..still the same,masuk longkang...but,is quick fun xD..after fool around and having our lunch..decide drove to jitra mall..but,due of the wrong information,that movie is 6.45 on show..(we thought the movie is on 7.15pm)..we are late!!then change to play snooker at alor star mall gain..went back at nite..totally exhausted~upload with some picture~


~the gang~

ops!! LODA act innocent face~.~

-jovee-



yes!!here he come..cam bitch!!

erm,mama promoting chili?@@

-edwin-

@@..no people wan capture with me..
fine~~i capture alone then..^^
huiyo..nice pose with sexy leg..
-the gang-

and lastly..



-mama-


leaving soon..yes..i hate here~~!!mym i coming to you...and so my family!!

take care~~

rest in peace

i really hope it was a dream..really..but,this is true..i cant deny it,cant..cant even can lie on self..you are really important person in my life,now and forever.....

Still remember when i was a naughty kid,he was the only and only person who really show his love to me..even my parents don't but he did..he bring me to kindergarten, everyday ,and take me after school..no matter how,raining or even under hot sun,he will shown up in front the school gate..waiting there..he ask me to study smart and yet i was prove to him...that was kinder garden...every time when i get my result,the 1st person i want to share my happiness is him..he will treat me a nice meal,and that time,nice meal for me is kampua or some soft drinks..and i was very happy for it already..or even buy a toy for me.my parents not even want to buy a toy for me but he did..every time when i show off to my mum that i have a new toy,he will get complain and complain..

he likes to share his routine with us..he told me,the life was so hard during at his age,when he was just only 10 years old,he travel from china to here alone by ships..i cant even imagine or dare if i was him..but,he did it...after that,he become farmer in sbangkoi,and that time there still got some so-called communist,i have no idea what is this,but,they will take away your life once they saw you,some kind of soldier har?let it..he still nit to tab rubber every early in the morning even he can predict what will happen next moment if those communist saw him..but,what to do?life still need to continue..

time brings age to growth,when i was primary school,i get low marks in school,my father already preparing a cane to treat me..but,he stopped this thing happen..he stop it..just only him is standing on my side..and so fast..i finish my primary and proceed to secondary school...that time,i have learn some bad habits and i often skip tuition class..and my dad knew it..ya he knew it.he always check on me silently,that time i was so fuck up with him but now i know is all for my own good...my dad pissed off and ready to use a big cane on me..once again,he stop it..i still remember,he hold the cane,said..can teach without caning....

time bring lot of memories between him and me..when i not enough money to spent,he will give some of his pocket money to me..even he win a lottery,he give it all to me for my future study..i was so glad to have him in my life..so glad to meet him..and now..i miss him..miss his appearance,miss his smile and even his voice....after his age getting old and old,i seldom hear his laughter anyway...is been long time i dint meet him since June i came to perlis..last 2 days,i promise to him I'm gonna meet him after my final..my dad said this few days he keep calling my name,seek for me..he keep pray for himself to have long life just want to see me when i graduate..he wish too....but....

time take away his life..is this all true??i wish all of this just a dream..it just happen so sudden...so.............
i cant accept this....tears crawling on my face gain n again..
family is so important...

no matter how..
grandpa..i love you...love you....always and always...rest in peace..

stay in my neverland anyway..



























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once gain..love u grandpa...
ah gong,hou hou jiu gu ji gei..wo oi nei..

lAsT preparation

Then it is..it is the time we gonna sit for final exam..is gonna test you what have you learn from the 1st day until now..woot@@.my 1st paper..mathematics!then entrepreneurship!coming up with electronic and titas..oh by the way,muet!!!!holyshit,i hate maths,the step of calculation gonna driving me dizzy..Zzz..huh. till here..good luck guys!