my dAys

xXxxxx...same,woke up as usual,feel a bit sienz..zzzZ,nothing to do...blank for whole morning..dun noe wat shld do..lame..wait for class on 4..really bored up,change cloth,took out hp,snap snap snap!!spending ma time...at nite,gt mx class....feeling so unwell during da class,no mood to listen lecturer teaching..dun noe wat happen on myself...finallly,finish class....reach hostel,change cloth preparing to sleep...suddenly,mama ask me go down caffee..there got birthday cake waiting for me.feel weird bt thx anyway...thx to u all~~after that,damn sienz gain...zzZZz..siew wei calling,clap bit..no mood..blur gain...realize something on self.........im not a good fren....emo gain....x mood to blog...hate this feeling..lastly.thx to everyone for ur wishes...































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mY feeliNgs

i really really dun noe hw to explain my feelings..i totally fuck up wif myself..

i felt after i came here,i transform to another person.i change lot!yea i do..i become more n more emotional...

im not that sanguine,and i dun even how to make a joke for now.thats true..Zzzz...hate my life so hard nw!!!

if u asking me why i bcm like this,i cant tel u da answer...izit arrogant jerk or bitch at here bothering me??...i wish i could find out de answer bt i cant...

n guess wad??now stress run into my soul,emo have accompany me all de way..and now i think anger is my best friends now cox it will be wif me all de time...ZzzZZ...what is da reason i came here??

jz fullfill my parents wish la..after they knew i getting ipta,they damn lot happy..at 1st,i refuse to came here..bt,after i accidentally listen my mum cried.my heart was totally melted and i deciede to came here..if i am u,what u gonna do??

.zzzZz.bt,they dun noe,hw hard i been here?they dun care my feelings..they dun even noe after i came here,i cant found happiness at here..they jz think:"my son is getting to diploma,thats good"..

@@...this not my field plz..this is not my favourite and for sure this is not my ambition...wat to do??if i dont chose to stay at here,wat n where i can proceed??huh??im not coming from rich family..

smtimes,we really nit to continue our life even we dont know wth we are doing!!!!!sigh~~no ppl can understand my feelings..i really really getting more n more tired..

2day is ma birthday,i celebrate my birthday wif emo..hows great!!i dun noe why i gt such of minded...i guess im getting seriously melancholy...

zzzz..my future still unknown..can i become sucessful person??bt,i guess probability of failure is higher~~

thx to destiny,
giving me such a tough n hard life at here...

hope my mood can be better a.S.a.p
i FUCKING HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will be mad soon...........

H1N1:The REVENGE of the FALLEN~~~!!!!!

wow~~looks like swine flu at here getting more n more critical wo!!we all live in fear nw!!around 12 noon we been call down for body check up~the weather is damn hot n sweating like shit!!zZZz...all student nit go to kg.wai there to let the medical stuff to check up our body temperature..lolx..im sick nw n scare will be quarantine..luckily,i'm ok..puu~~Before that,during queue up,gt 1 BITCH came close to me and ask,

"erm,u block mane??"
i said,"block B"
"u rambut panjang ni!!!"(wif pulling my hair)

WTF~~BITCH,here is U wad..still primary or secondary sch meh??y degree student can long hair and somemore wif attractive colour..lolx..i wonder,izit nit a SHORT HAIR jz qualification as a STUDENT!!noob la!!patut la tak ade kemajuan!!u punya fikiran masih dkt ZAMAN LOGAM la!!balik la ke ZAMAN ang..BITCH!!!lolx..that all was my opinion oni..ignore it if ur opinion is not same wif mine!!all human is not same..k??

SHORT hair..hair...sick of this...arh..lame a!!!damn lame...looks like i hv no choice n really nit cut ma hair...ZzzZzz..woot!!bt,still waiting for order either gt holiday o not..not bad!!

_swine flu really dangerous_




kk!!til here 1st,take care guys~hv a nice days@@

PENNY...fight for it..not comfirm yet so dun too much worry!everything gonna be fine..u jz common cold..not that swine!!we all support u!!

H1N1~~~!!!!!

woot..tittle gt a bit noob xia...2day our uni cancel whole class for 1 day!!do u noe why?cause gt student suspect diok H1N1..wow..i heard is around 13 student from degree..is dangerous man..lolx..we might live in frighten n scary..after SARS,tsunami,israel war,earthquake and now swine flur..keep unexpected strike on HUMAN..wow...izit wanna reduce human population?xD..then,whats next flur gain??huhu...i realize after i came back here,i become more n more emo@@..shit!!sometime,i might down for no reason..is not sometimes,shld be always..is much serious than periodic..Zzzz...ignore that lame shit word...DAMN i hate this feeling!arh~~~nothing can do wad...jz try to learn accept it....huh..till here 1st,upload some picture...BEWARE from H1N1..


i still capture even i'm sick now..can imagine how zhi lian m i??lolx~~

weird~
nerd@@

i can tie up ma hair liaooo@@..


god bless u all..tata..

j|tRa tr|p

last saturday i think,we all went to jitra to have fun..lolx.dude,1 year at here and we dint travel any interest place..XD~~since monday is holiday,so,we decide go to jitra mall to enjoy self..erm,we watched transformer 2..o0o...i knew,is outdated movie,bt,this movie really nit watch in cinema..baru syok gile!!hahaha..after finish watching,then we play borwling at there..erm,tis is ma 1st time playing..u all noe lo,1st time wad..like nerd n damn noob..keep masuk longkang...paiseh~~~bt,not bad la,at least nice experience too.^^hopefully gt da chance to hang out to those place gain..@@



before going,must capture some picture xia~~zhi lian wad..XD~~
wif con..:)
i dont know why i will smile like tat..@@
wif c0n gain

together wif joveE~
>>tis picture clearly shown my ball going to masuk longkang!!comfirm~~
who say bowling is safety games?huhu..see..bleeding le..ok..ignore tis if feel nauseating..
lastly!!capture wif lenlui!!cute rite??haha..shirley's dog..

kk.till here..later stil gt class..have a nice days..

A w0ndErfuL eVEning~~

woow...after went back from kangar,rest at hostel a while,then decided went to kuala perlis with mum n edwin..really fxxking boring at hostel wad.plus,damn hungry de..around 5 smthing,we start our journey..haha,say dao kuala perlis very far jor..jz 5 minute frm ma hostel if gt transport...huhu..kk,eat a kueh tiaw at chinese stall den jiu go to beach there enjoy da len lui sunset..kk,lets share what i hv capture~~

woot..!!i looks nerd...


that's it,da location..beach in kuala perlis~~

o0o..hair so stupiak somemore damn messy~~



3 of us~~enjoying da see breeze..
okk.. i jz wan to act funny..nothing else bt looks idiot..==''
another view~~
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wow,edwin see diok bikini girl ha??so happy n sweet smile??
pretty rite?
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wow~~!!seng style..hahah..bt is better than last time photo~XD~~
ok,normal liao..





lolx..sometimes,i wish to turns to kid gain..is so fun n naive life..huuh,say goodbye to sunset....

kk..thats all...good morning everyone~~hv a nice days..